I wanted to spend a penny to my story episode of Criminal Minds, I has made me cry real tears.
said, complimentissimi to cast and crew, I love you! ♥
Title: No instead
Fandom:
Criminal Minds Characters: Aaron Hotchner / Haley Hotchner
Rating: PG
Warnings: Songfic
Disclaimer: The characters I do not belong, much less Criminal Minds. We gain nothing but thank the owners for having created them! The song is''No''Instead of Laura Pausini, and I thank her because she is a wonder!
Note: To M. because is gone and has left a void that will be filled with anything, because there were too many things to do and say, but there is no longer possible because it is late. Because even if you do not think there is something after, however, believe in hope. Instead
No
Maybe enough to breathe just breathe a bit '
Up to recover every beat and do not try to leave the moment
Why not walk away can not be used in December without you
Loyal here is hoping for the impossible
Aaron is sitting on the sofa in his apartment, while little Jack rests in his bed, in the next room. He can not help but wonder why. Why. And yet why.
He can not even cry, his heart has become a marble, a heart that always angry and still has not gone a few hours before, with the body frail and helpless as he clasped his hands. Vacuous gaze rests on each corner of quell'abitazione so empty, so impersonal and standards. He never found a moment to make it more her to make it cozy and comfortable as any home should be.
would have to do many different things, he should stop and think carefully about his actions. She'd just take some time to breathe its life, do not swallow it and pretend that everything was fine. Not only should passively accept the separation and divorce.
had to say stop, and stop. But he had not done in due course and now you could not go back.
still do not want to believe, simply can not get used to spend her life without her. Because after all, was there at his side. And now no. Now it's on a cold table in a morgue and is not more Haley.
And even if he is aware that the smile will never see again, hopefully. Continue to hope as an illusion.
But no there is no time to explain
to ask if I gave you love
I am here ... And I
saying more, more.
But no. It hurts to know that there is no time to apologize, there is no time to really try to explain how it feels, how it feels to be separated from the person that you know the bottom is your soul mate. There is no time to ask her if she had made her happy, at least a bit '. There is no time to ask if he had loved her enough, if you was felt loved.
There is so much to say, there would be endless speeches to be done, there would be thousand explanations. There would be a thousand excuses, a thousand smiles, a thousand lives to enjoy.
Why break between the teeth
the most important things
Those words that we dare not ever do
And a dip in her back pain
report here ... A
here for you Can you feel, weigh and settle over us forever
But that will never see the light, indeed, the die directly in the throat, and discovers that he is still alive, because that ruined his heart sped up and dulled its way to transmit all the anguish of which is capable of.
had never said how much he loved her, he had not done at the right time. He had not even tried.
Then sit there motionless, his pain is in the cradle because that is what is left, just so can bring to light some things unsaid that should have been screaming to the world instead.
I love you, I have always loved and will always love you because I built everything with you and became myself. You can hear Haley?
miss you And if I do not know
repeat I can not tell you more
But the pain, she would bring her back. That was a one way trip and there was no possibility of return. And he could never repeat those words are so important, those words so simple and he had never dared to say. Would never have told aloud to anyone else. Because the only person to whom she had had direct, Haley.
But no rain here
memories
And I'd do more than admit that it's late
... I wish I can talk more, more
But no
I do not have more time to explain That I had too
& rsquo , I, I hope
Something Something
in front of me to finish with you
The review for the first time walking the corridors of the college, sees the naked arms around him, sees the bright white, while acting within walking towards the altar her smiling and stroking her belly tighten the review that piece of fruit of their love child.
Memories raining on him, and would give his life to bring her back. Sell your soul, anything to tell them these years without her, to ask forgiveness.
But it's too late now.
How would you like to run and tell her that Haley was an idiot, a deaf man who would not listen to reason, a blind man who did not want to see reality.
had a life together, had built brick by brick. They project, something to get together. Together. That set is
become one, Jack has become.
Maybe I just breathe just breathe a bit '
Maybe it's late, or perhaps no
Then Aaron gets up from that couch, because he knows that he lives in Jack Haley, and is gone forever.
knows that he must be strong and not give up, because his son needs him, needs his support and needs to understand that love is the most important thing, and when the time comes to explain to Aaron , that his mother is gone in the name of love.
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